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since i can remeber. i always thought of havin the fairy tale life come true. what little girl doesnt? but when you get older, Cinderella becomes a more sensible woman like Condelisa Rice er, Mrs. Clinton. who know how the real world works, not what they dream of. i cannot believe that i have fallen in love though. its almost, surreal. hes someone i trust. hes my best friend first && foremost. theres just sometimes. where i think. am i being dumb? er is this really it? thats what i mean by surreal. things are so good. its scary. then again. theres like. those few little things that just. i cannot seem to conquer no matter how hard i try. idk, am i being dumb? er have i really && truly fallen?