my current pregnancy status

Kya is still doin really well, even though we lost Kyra to Twin to Twin Diffusion. We are doing all we can to keep her full term. I am on lots of things. from, abien to help with sleep && blood pressure to magnesuim IV's to make sure I do NOT contract.

So, i have had lots of shots, blood work, && two surgeries since ive been here. i had a Cerplage which is a stitch placed into my cervix. Then i had 4 LITERS of amniotic fluid drained out of my stomach. Durin the operation, which was my first EVER, my water broke. thats why im leakin amniotic fluid. thats ALSO why im on bed rest. but anyways. Kya is healthy, if she can wait to be bron till later she will be fine. but if she is born now, she will have either lots of defects er not make it past the delievery table. um, theres not much else to sya really. im on Ambian, Indocen, delcolax, magnesium, oxygen at night, electrolytes through an IV, tributaline, somethin fer high blood pressure, hooked up to heart rate monitors, blood pressure monitors, baby monitors to monitor Kyas heartrate, then i have this thin on my finger measurin the oxygen in my blood. thats why im on oxygen @@ night...i have slight sleep apnea. lol anyways. i know this is long. but i only get on my computer once in a while since im in Triage sooo. Also, i had two shots, one in each hip that was a steroid fer Kya to help with the growth of her lungs, heart, and other vital organs. Im sure theres a bunch of stuff i am missin, but with as little time as i have on the computer i think i got it good enough. if you have any further comments er little questions feel free to comment me && the next time i get on here, i will respond to you as soon as i can!

thanks to all who are supportin me!

-Erica

-Erica

Its Your Love

Life is great! Things couldn't be better! I am really close with all my friends, have THE best boyfriend ever, and I am expecting twin girls! I am so excited to see them! They are a part of the best of my life! Kya Bree & Krya Marie. I am so ready to see what they look like! I want to know their hair color, how tall they are, how BIG they are! Everything about them that there is to know! MY boyfriend, Todd, is the greatest. He makes me so happy. He is always there for me and does not judge me. He accepts me for who I am, no questions asked. I trust him with everything I am. He's also a great kisser!!! Haha My friends...where to begin. Some of them have always been there, and some really great new ones have come along. All in all, the love I get from all of them, is AMAZING. I wouldn't be as happy or as fortunate as I am, without all those important people in my life. My friends are always there, always giving advice; even if they think I'll get mad at them for it! Haha

total happiness

They say ignorance is bliss; But really, how is that so? Because if you don't know how much happier something can make you, if you don't have it or know of it? If you never take the leap, how do you know how it'll turn out? I think, they say that to make themselves feel better about not taking the chance on something. About not taking an oppurtunity that hey may never get again. I try to take all the chances I can. To get out of life everything I can. This way, at least if I take the risk, I can't ever look back and regret NOT taking the chance. This way I will know how things turn out, not sit there looking back and wonder how life might've been different if only I had done this one thing. If only I had done it this way...